Nyarlathotep... the crawling chaos...
I am the last... I will tell the
audient void...
I do not recall distinctly
when it began, but it was months
ago. The general tension was
horrible. To a season of political
and social upheaval was added
a strange and brooding apprehension
of hideous physical danger;
a danger widespread and all-embracing,
such a danger as may be imagined
only in the most terrible phantasms
of the night. I recall that
the people went about with pale
and worried faces, and whispered
warnings and prophecies which
no one dared consciously repeat
or acknowledge to himself that
he had heard.
A sense of monstrous guilt was
upon the land, and out of the
abyss between the stars swept
chill currents that made men
shiver in dark and lonely places.
There was a demoniac alteration
in the sequence of the seasons
the autumn heat lingered fearsomely,
and everyone felt that the world
and perhaps the universe had
passed from the control of known
gods or forces to that of gods
or forces which were unknown.
And it was then that Nyarlathotep
came out of Egypt. Who he was,
none could tell, but he was
of the old native blood and
looked like a Pharaoh. The fellahin
knelt when they saw him, yet
could not say why. He said he
had risen up out of the blackness
of twenty-seven centuries, and
that he had heard messages from
places not on this planet. Into
the lands of civilisation came
Nyarlathotep, swarthy, slender,
and sinister, always buying
strange instruments of glass
and metal and combining them
into instruments yet stranger.
He spoke much of the sciences
of electricity and psychology
and gave exhibitions of power
which sent his spectators away
speechless, yet which swelled
his fame to exceeding magnitude.
Men advised one another to see
Nyarlathotep, and shuddered.
And where Nyarlathotep went,
rest vanished, for the small
hours were rent with the screams
of nightmare. Never before had
the screams of nightmare been
such a public problem; now the
wise men almost wished they
could forbid sleep in the small
hours, that the shrieks of cities
might less horribly disturb
the pale, pitying moon as it
glimmered on green waters gliding
under bridges, and old steeples
crumbling against a sickly sky.
I remember when Nyarlathotep
came to my city the great, the
old, the terrible city of unnumbered
crimes.
My friend had told me of him,
and of the impelling fascination
and allurement of his revelations,
and I burned with eagerness
to explore his uttermost mysteries.
My friend said they were horrible
and impressive beyond my most
fevered imaginings; and what
was thrown on a screen in the
darkened room prophesied things
none but Nyarlathotep dared
prophesy, and in the sputter
of his sparks there was taken
from men that which had never
been taken before yet which
showed only in the eyes. And
I heard it hinted abroad that
those who knew Nyarlathotep
looked on sights which others
saw not.
It was in the hot autumn that
I went through the night with
the restless crowds to see Nyarlathotep;
through the stifling night and
up the endless stairs into the
choking room. And shadowed on
a screen, I saw hooded forms
amidst ruins, and yellow evil
faces peering from behind fallen
monuments.
And I saw the world battling
against blackness; against the
waves of destruction from ultimate
space; whirling, churning, struggling
around the dimming, cooling
sun. Then the sparks played
amazingly around the heads of
the spectators, and hair stood
up on end whilst shadows more
grotesque than I can tell came
out and squatted on the heads.
And when I, who was colder and
more scientific than the rest,
mumbled a trembling protest
about imposture and static electricity,
Nyarlathotep drove us all out,
down the dizzy stairs into the
damp, hot, deserted midnight
streets.
I screamed aloud that I was
not afraid; that I never could
be afraid; and others screamed
with me for solace. We swore
to one another that the city
was exactly the same, and still
alive; and when the electric
lights began to fade we cursed
the company over and over again,
and laughed at the queer faces
we made.
I believe we felt something
coming down from the greenish
moon, for when we began to depend
on its light we drifted into
curious involuntary marching
formations and seemed to know
our destinations though we dared
not think of them. Once we looked
at the pavement and found the
blocks loose and displaced by
grass, with scarce a line of
rusted metal to show where the
tramways had run. And again
we saw a tram-car, lone, windowless,
dilapidated, and almost on its
side. When we gazed around the
horizon, we could not find the
third tower by the river, and
noticed that the silhouette
of the second tower was ragged
at the top.
Then we split up into narrow
columns, each of which seemed
drawn in a different direction.
One disappeared in a narrow
alley to the left, leaving only
the echo of a shocking moan.
Another filed down a weed-choked
subway entrance, howling with
a laughter that was mad. My
own column was sucked toward
the open country, and presently
I felt a chill which was not
of the hot autumn; for as we
stalked out on the dark moor,
we beheld around us the hellish
moon-glitter of evil snows.
Trackless, inexplicable snows,
swept asunder in one direction
only, where lay a gulf all the
blacker for its glittering walls.
The column seemed very thin
indeed as it plodded dreamily
into the gulf. I lingered behind,
for the black rift in the green-litten
snow was frightful, and I thought
I had heard the reverberations
of a disquieting wail as my
companions vanished; but my
power to linger was slight.
As if beckoned by those who
had gone before, I half-floated
between the titanic snowdrifts,
quivering and afraid, into the
sightless vortex of the unimaginable.
Screamingly sentient, dumbly
delirious, only the gods that
were can tell. A sickened, sensitive
shadow writhing in hands that
are not hands, and whirled blindly
past ghastly midnights of rotting
creation, corpses of dead worlds
with sores that were cities,
charnel winds that brush the
pallid stars and make them flicker
low.
Beyond the worlds vague ghosts
of monstrous things; half-seen
columns of unsanctifled temples
that rest on nameless rocks
beneath space and reach up to
dizzy vacua above the spheres
of light and darkness.
And through this revolting graveyard
of the universe the muffled,
maddening beating of drums,
and thin, monotonous whine of
blasphemous flutes from inconceivable,
unlighted chambers beyond Time;
the detestable pounding and
piping whereunto dance slowly,
awkwardly, and absurdly the
gigantic, tenebrous ultimate
gods the blind, voiceless, mindless
gargoyles whose soul is Nyarlathotep.
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