We were sitting on a dilapidated
seventeenth-century tomb in
the late afternoon of an autumn
day at the old burying ground
in Arkham, and speculating about
the unnamable. Looking toward
the giant willow in the cemetery,
whose trunk had nearly engulfed
an ancient, illegible slab,
I had made a fantastic remark
about the spectral and unmentionable
nourishment which the colossal
roots must be sucking from that
hoary, charnel earth; when my
friend chided me for such nonsense
and told me that since no interments
had occurred there for over
a century, nothing could possibly
exist to nourish the tree in
other than an ordinary manner.
Besides, he added, my constant
talk about "unnamable"
and "unmentionable"
things was a very puerile device,
quite in keeping with my lowly
standing as an author. I was
too fond of ending my stories
with sights or sounds which
paralyzed my heroes' faculties
and left them without courage,
words, or associations to tell
what they had experienced. We
know things, he said, only through
our five senses or our intuitions;
wherefore it is quite impossible
to refer to any object or spectacle
which cannot be clearly depicted
by the solid definitions of
fact or the correct doctrines
of theology - preferably those
of the Congregationalist, with
whatever modifications tradition
and Sir Arthur Conan Doyle may
supply.
With this friend, Joel Manton,
I had often languidly disputed.
He was principal of the East
High School, born and bred in
Boston and sharing New England's
self-satisfied deafness to the
delicate overtones of life.
It was his view that only our
normal, objective experiences
possess any esthetic significance,
and that it is the province
of the artist not so much to
rouse strong emotion by action,
ecstasy, and astonishment, as
to maintain a placid interest
and appreciation by accurate,
detailed transcripts of everyday
affairs. Especially did he object
to my preoccupation with the
mystical and the unexplained;
for although believing in the
supernatural much more fully
than I, he would not admit that
it is sufficiently commonplace
for literary treatment. That
a mind can find its greatest
pleasure in escapes from the
daily treadmill, and in original
and dramatic recombinations
of images usually thrown by
habit and fatigue into the hackneyed
patterns of actual existence,
was something virtually incredible
to his clear, practical, and
logical intellect. With him
all things and feelings had
fixed dimensions, properties,
causes, and effects; and although
he vaguely knew that the mind
sometimes holds visions and
sensations of far less geometrical,
classifiable, and workable nature,
he believed himself justified
in drawing an arbitrary line
and ruling out of court all
that cannot be experienced and
understood by the average citizen.
Besides, he was almost sure
that nothing can be really "unnamable."
It didn't sound sensible to
him.
Though I well realized the
futility of imaginative and
metaphysical arguments against
the complacency of an orthodox
sun-dweller, something in the
scene of this afternoon colloquy
moved me to more than usual
contentiousness. The crumbling
slate slabs, the patriarchal
trees, and the centuried gambrel
roofs of the witch-haunted old
town that stretched around,
all combined to rouse my spirit
in defense of my work; and I
was soon carrying my thrusts
into the enemy's own country.
It was not, indeed, difficult
to begin a counter-attack, for
I knew that Joel Manton actually
half clung to many old-wives'
superstitions which sophisticated
people had long outgrown; beliefs
in the appearance of dying persons
at distant places, and in the
impressions left by old faces
on the windows through which
they had gazed all their lives.
To credit these whisperings
of rural grandmothers, I now
insisted, argued a faith in
the existence of spectral substances
on the earth apart from and
subsequent to their material
counterparts. It argued a capability
of believing in phenomena beyond
all normal notions; for if a
dead man can transmit his visible
or tangible image half across
the world, or down the stretch
of the centuries, how can it
be absurd to suppose that deserted
houses are full of queer sentient
things, or that old graveyards
teem with the terrible, unbodied
intelligence of generations?
And since spirit, in order to
cause all the manifestations
attributed to it, cannot be
limited by any of the laws of
matter, why is it extravagant
to imagine psychically living
dead things in shapes - or absences
of shapes - which must for human
spectators be utterly and appallingly
"unnamable"? "Common
sense" in reflecting on
these subjects, I assured my
friend with some warmth, is
merely a stupid absence of imagination
and mental flexibility.
Twilight had now approached,
but neither of us felt any wish
to cease speaking. Manton seemed
unimpressed by my arguments,
and eager to refute them, having
that confidence in his own opinions
which had doubtless caused his
success as a teacher; whilst
I was too sure of my ground
to fear defeat. The dusk fell,
and lights faintly gleamed in
some of the distant windows,
but we did not move. Our seat
on the tomb was very comfortable,
and I knew that my prosaic friend
would not mind the cavernous
rift in the ancient, root-disturbed
brickwork close behind us, or
the utter blackness of the spot
brought by the intervention
of a tottering, deserted seventeenth-century
house between us and the nearest
lighted road. There in the dark,
upon that riven tomb by the
deserted house, we talked on
about the "unnamable"
and after my friend had finished
his scoffing I told him of the
awful evidence behind the story
at which he had scoffed the
most.
My tale had been called The
Attic Window, and appeared in
the January, 1922, issue of
Whispers. In a good many places,
especially the South and the
Pacific coast, they took the
magazines off the stands at
the complaints of silly milk-sops;
but New England didn't get the
thrill and merely shrugged its
shoulders at my extravagance.
The thing, it was averred, was
biologically impossible to start
with; merely another of those
crazy country mutterings which
Cotton Mather had been gullible
enough to dump into his chaotic
Magnalia Christi Americana,
and so poorly authenticated
that even he had not ventured
to name the locality where the
horror occurred. And as to the
way I amplified the bare jotting
of the old mystic - that was
quite impossible, and characteristic
of a flighty and notional scribbler!
Mather had indeed told of the
thing as being born, but nobody
but a cheap sensationalist would
think of having it grow up,
look into people's windows at
night, and be hidden in the
attic of a house, in flesh and
in spirit, till someone saw
it at the window centuries later
and couldn't describe what it
was that turned his hair gray.
All this was flagrant trashiness,
and my friend Manton was not
slow to insist on that fact.
Then I told him what I had found
in an old diary kept between
1706 and 1723, unearthed among
family papers not a mile from
where we were sitting; that,
and the certain reality of the
scars on my ancestor's chest
and back which the diary described.
I told him, too, of the fears
of others in that region, and
how they were whispered down
for generations; and how no
mythical madness came to the
boy who in 1793 entered an abandoned
house to examine certain traces
suspected to be there.
It had been an eldritch thing
- no wonder sensitive students
shudder at the Puritan age in
Massachusetts. So little is
known of what went on beneath
the surface - so little, yet
such a ghastly festering as
it bubbles up putrescently in
occasional ghoulish glimpses.
The witchcraft terror is a horrible
ray of light on what was stewing
in men's crushed brains, but
even that is a trifle. There
was no beauty; no freedom -
we can see that from the architectural
and household remains, and the
poisonous sermons of the cramped
divines. And inside that rusted
iron straitjacket lurked gibbering
hideousness, perversion, and
diabolism. Here, truly, was
the apotheosis of The Unnamable.
Cotton Mather, in that demoniac
sixth book which no one should
read after dark, minced no words
as he flung forth his anathema.
Stern as a Jewish prophet, and
laconically unamazed as none
since his day could be, he told
of the beast that had brought
forth what was more than beast
but less than man - the thing
with the blemished eye - and
of the screaming drunken wretch
that hanged for having such
an eye. This much he baldly
told, yet without a hint of
what came after. Perhaps he
did not know, or perhaps he
knew and did not dare to tell.
Others knew, but did not dare
to tell - there is no public
hint of why they whispered about
the lock on the door to the
attic stairs in the house of
a childless, broken, embittered
old man who had put up a blank
slate slab by an avoided grave,
although one may trace enough
evasive legends to curdle the
thinnest blood.
It is all in that ancestral
diary I found; all the hushed
innuendoes and furtive tales
of things with a blemished eye
seen at windows in the night
or in deserted meadows near
the woods. Something had caught
my ancestor on a dark valley
road, leaving him with marks
of horns on his chest and of
apelike claws on his back; and
when they looked for prints
in the trampled dust they found
the mixed marks of split hooves
and vaguely anthropoid paws.
Once a post-rider said he saw
an old man chasing and calling
to a frightful loping, nameless
thing on Meadow Hill in the
thinly moonlit hours before
dawn, and many believed him.
Certainly, there was strange
talk one night in 1710 when
the childless, broken old man
was buried in the crypt behind
his own house in sight of the
blank slate slab. They never
unlocked that attic door, but
left the whole house as it was,
dreaded and deserted. When noises
came from it, they whispered
and shivered; and hoped that
the lock on that attic door
was strong. Then they stopped
hoping when the horror occurred
at the parsonage, leaving not
a soul alive or in one piece.
With the years the legends take
on a spectral character - I
suppose the thing, if it was
a living thing, must have died.
The memory had lingered hideously
- all the more hideous because
it was so secret.
During this narration my friend
Manton had become very silent,
and I saw that my words had
impressed him. He did not laugh
as I paused, but asked quite
seriously about the boy who
went mad in 1793, and who had
presumably been the hero of
my fiction. I told him why the
boy had gone to that shunned,
deserted house, and remarked
that he ought to be interested,
since he believed that windows
retained latent images of those
who had sat at them. The boy
had gone to look at the windows
of that horrible attic, because
of tales of things seen behind
them, and had come back screaming
maniacally.
Manton remained thoughtful
as I said this, but gradually
reverted to his analytical mood.
He granted for the sake of argument
that some unnatural monster
had really existed, but reminded
me that even the most morbid
perversion of nature need not
be unnamable or scientifically
indescribable. I admired his
clearness and persistence, and
added some further revelations
I had collected among the old
people. Those later spectral
legends, I made plain, related
to monstrous apparitions more
frightful than anything organic
could be; apparitions of gigantic
bestial forms sometimes visible
and sometimes only tangible,
which floated about on moonless
nights and haunted the old house,
the crypt behind it, and the
grave where a sapling had sprouted
beside an illegible slab. Whether
or not such apparitions had
ever gored or smothered people
to death, as told in uncorroborated
traditions, they had produced
a strong and consistent impression;
and were yet darkly feared by
very aged natives, though largely
forgotten by the last two generations
- perhaps dying for lack of
being thought about. Moreover,
so far as esthetic theory was
involved, if the psychic emanations
of human creatures be grotesque
distortions, what coherent representation
could express or portray so
gibbous and infamous a nebulosity
as the specter of a malign,
chaotic perversion, itself a
morbid blasphemy against nature?
Molded by the dead brain of
a hybrid nightmare, would not
such a vaporous terror constitute
in all loathsome truth the exquisitely,
the shriekingly unnamable?
The hour must now have grown
very late. A singularly noiseless
bat brushed by me, and I believe
it touched Manton also, for
although I could not see him
I felt him raise his arm. Presently
he spoke.
"But is that house with
the attic window still standing
and deserted?"
"Yes," I answered,
"I have seen it."
"And did you find anything
there - in the attic or anywhere
else?"
"There were some bones
up under the eaves. They may
have been what that boy saw
- if he was sensitive he wouldn't
have needed anything in the
window-glass to unhinge him.
If they all came from the same
object it must have been an
hysterical, delirious monstrosity.
It would have been blasphemous
to leave such bones in the world,
so I went back with a sack and
took them to the tomb behind
the house. There was an opening
where I could dump them in.
Don't think I was a fool - you
ought to have seen that skull.
It had four-inch horns, but
a face and jaw something like
yours and mine."
At last I could feel a real
shiver run through Manton, who
had moved very near. But his
curiosity was undeterred.
"And what about the window-panes?"
"They were all gone. One
window had lost its entire frame,
and in all the others there
was not a trace of glass in
the little diamond apertures.
They were that kind - the old
lattice windows that went out
of use before 1700. I don't
believe they've had any glass
for a hundred years or more
- maybe the boy broke 'em if
he got that far; the legend
doesn't say."
Manton was reflecting again.
"I'd like to see that
house, Carter. Where is it?
Glass or no glass, I must explore
it a little. And the tomb where
you put those bones, and the
other grave without an inscription
- the whole thing must be a
bit terrible."
"You did see it - until
it got dark."
My friend was more wrought
upon than I had suspected, for
at this touch of harmless theatricalism
he started neurotically away
from me and actually cried out
with a sort of gulping gasp
which released a strain of previous
repression. It was an odd cry,
and all the more terrible because
it was answered. For as it was
still echoing, I heard a creaking
sound through the pitchy blackness,
and knew that a lattice window
was opening in that accursed
old house beside us. And because
all the other frames were long
since fallen, I knew that it
was the grisly glassless frame
of that demoniac attic window.
Then came a noxious rush of
noisome, frigid air from that
same dreaded direction, followed
by a piercing shriek just beside
me on that shocking rifted tomb
of man and monster. In another
instant I was knocked from my
gruesome bench by the devilish
threshing of some unseen entity
of titanic size but undetermined
nature; knocked sprawling on
the root-clutched mold of that
abhorrent graveyard, while from
the tomb came such a stifled
uproar of gasping and whirring
that my fancy peopled the rayless
gloom with Miltonic legions
of the misshapen damned. There
was a vortex of withering, ice-cold
wind, and then the rattle of
loose bricks and plaster; but
I had mercifully fainted before
I could learn what it meant.
Manton, though smaller than
I, is more resilient; for we
opened our eyes at almost the
same instant, despite his greater
injuries. Our couches were side
by side, and we knew in a few
seconds that we were in St.
Mary's Hospital. Attendants
were grouped about in tense
curiosity, eager to aid our
memory by telling us how we
came there, and we soon heard
of the farmer who had found
us at noon in a lonely field
beyond Meadow Hill, a mile from
the old burying ground, on a
spot where an ancient slaughterhouse
is reputed to have stood. Manton
had two malignant wounds in
the chest, and some less severe
cuts or gougings in the back.
I was not so seriously hurt,
but was covered with welts and
contusions of the most bewildering
character, including the print
of a split hoof. It was plain
that Manton knew more than I,
but he told nothing to the puzzled
and interested physicians till
he had learned what our injuries
were. Then he said we were the
victims of a vicious bull -
though the animal was a difficult
thing to place and account for.
After the doctors and nurses
had left, I whispered an awestruck
question:
"Good God, Manton, but
what was it? Those scars - was
it like that?"
And I was too dazed to exult
when he whispered back a thing
I had half expected.
"No - it wasn't that way
at all. It was everywhere -
a gelatin - a slime yet it had
shapes, a thousand shapes of
horror beyond all memory. There
were eyes - and a blemish. It
was the pit - the maelstrom
- the ultimate abomination.
Carter, it was the unnamable!
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